 All About Us
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They Call Us:Niwa & Chelley
We're a: In LOve
Proud being:Couple
Together Since: Decmber 18,2004
Zodiac: Aries & Virgo
Reppiin: Da Roc
I like: Being with one another..LOving life and eachother..Oh, and when she cooks me Ramen! =]
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*The feelings that you give me, I can never tell you what I feel no matter what words I use. If there is a realm where we can fully understand one another...it must be the realm that exists when we hold on to eachother.*
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Why is the alternative title "The Last Love Song on This Little Planet"? Where does the love song come in?
Chise realises that it is the very song that Shuji hums whenever he's happy. I only noticed this when I rewatched the first few episodes. As the story progresses, things get more depressing, and Shuji naturally stops humming.
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Name: Donnell & Michelle
Interests: I love you Baby...and thats why...
We can't ever be from eachother and even though we may be....we still hope to see one another the next day. Yeah...I miss my baby right now..and I know he misses me as well...
He knows that i love him and that I need him..and I know that he loves me and he needs me..and we both know that ever since *December 18,2004* our lives couldn't be any better, because we finally found eachother.
Its how it was suppose to be..how everything is suppose to end and begin...so at this very moment..I'm thinking of you baby..and Im thinking of our lives..and knowing that our love will last forever...
ooh-ohh your forgot ta kwon do! lol love ya babe...
Expertise: Making my baby Happy :D
And me making my babe happy
Message: message me
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AIM:  meheartanime
Member Since:
10/7/2005
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| I feel lonely-just alone. Empty. A little sad. N i know you know...
you know....
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| I feel like if i don't write down my feelings, i'll keep crying. idk if its because i feel sad or if there is something missing. it's a weird thing to feel i guess.... maybe it's me being selfish when i tell you that im mad because of certain small reasons, but to me, it feels like those small reasons are feeding my sadness. I thought that if i just went to sleep and ignored it, it'd be better. I just never thought it would hurt me like this. It's strange, everytime i wait for you to come home, i get a feeling of excitement, like I can't wait to see you,,,and when you do finally come home....i feel like barely anything is happening between us too. Maybe lately...im seeing you too much and you're just use to seeing me there..or maybe im jus being stupid..idk.
but what really disapppointed me was the fact that i couldn't sleep last night..stupid me...i cried for a bit...sucked it up..and went over to where you were sound asleep. slightly woke you up...and it was the most aceppting thing i ever felt..when you opened your eyes and held me so close. its like you did it unconsciencously....or maybe you ated on your own will..but whatever it was..it was pure warmth i felt from you.
the truth is..i miss you.and i don't know how t ay it when im sitting right next to you. im silly for crying...ot even writing this entry...
baka...
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| I think I made a decision today that I wasn't ready for. I feel so much less then what we were before. But what's killing me is that, I have no idea how you feel. After today, I feel like I've lost so much-and Im stuck here wondering why. I've never been so happy..like I am when Im with you. What I really wanted...was to just turn around to someone like you..and to find out that what you're looking for was right in front of you. It's stupid...how I am. I want to tear myself apart. I'm so broken hearted...but im scared to tell you. Im scared to let you know how I feel...wondering how you feel...is just making me cry.
I'm smiling because Im thinking of you....at a lost because im not with you..and still in love with my someone. I just realized how immature i am. You're right...I never want to see anything less then I see. And there's no excuse for that. I've relied on you too much, I even think I've made everything me become you. I need to be strong..and I have you to help me remember. If I am going to sit here and wonder if you feel the same way I do, i have to be true to myself. I have to help myself because I haven't been doing that for myself. I trust in you, so I should trust in me. I believe that you do trust in me, so I can walk through life with ease.
I never realized how scared I was. You're so strong. You're able to live without any hesitations. And for that, I admire you...like I always will.
The truth is- I'm the one who needs you. And i always will.
And if I didn't say that I'm completely uplifted and in love with you....my heart just wouldn't be complete.
Gomenasai itsumo.
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| Tomarrow is NIWA's BIRTHDAY. not a special day to him, but to me.
I'm really a bit jealous. But, im not mad or anything but jealous.
But all in all, I really hope you had a good time. That's all I wanted....even if I wasn't able to spend every single minute with you. It's ridiculous...but i guess what really gets to me is that it's "another girl" and not me. Im too old to be feeling this way.
But...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you babe. I know that things have been bothering you and not completely going the way you like. And even though it's not the answer that you are looking for, I do have hope in you.
I'm a pain in your butt sometimes..i know...
Thankyou for being there for me. <3
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| It's February...i was really excited about it. All because Valentines day is coming up. But I don't know why...I am so excited. Because..Im being excited all by myself basically. I guess I always knew I changed. Honestly. I don't even know why I get so emotional over things. Maybe its because I was never prepared for anything. I suppose...Im a bit lost myself...and I know I have to do things on my own, but what can I say...I have to learn somehow. I know it's going to be tough doing this on my own, but I think I can manage. I guess you're right Niwa...there's nothing to do when im just being plain stupid and overemotional. I have to learn how to manage things on my own now.
I wonder if I really can.
heh....
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"I always wonder, "does she miss me as much as i miss and love her?"
Because i do.
At times you, seem so far away.
At times i push you away, against my
great judgement and dismay.
And for that at night i pay.
Wondering if she'll forgive me, if she'll hate me.
If, you'll leave me.
Like always my self and myself only decieves me.
To embrace you and simply just be with you relives me.
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